Realize

Ya know I thought just dating girls would help me to find a girl that I could be with for a while but it just seems like a waste of time. At this point I know what I want. So I figure there is no point in just dating random girls just because. Essentially I wont be happy. I'll know when I find it... until then I'm going to have to force myself to leave girls alone. I just want someone that can love me for the right reasons, someone that will take care of me when I get too drunk, someone who will stand beside me, and support my crazy ideas about art, or just life in general, Someone who will stay up til 5:59am talking to me when we both have to be up a 6:00am. I refuse to settle for less.

I just need to be patient.