I was only trying to get ahead.

Things have been so crazy and hectic, I should've gotten back by now, but you know how much I wanted to make it, its probably better anyhow, so if you gotta go if theres anything I should know if the spotlight makes you nervous, if you're looking for a purpose, you put the tea in the kettle and light it put your hand on the metal and feel it, but do you even feel it anymore?

If theres anyway I can help...